It's 2017

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. 

To be honest, I still can't believe my eyes that this blog is still here. Wonder if this page needs some nutrient or vitamins to stay alive, it'll be dead long ago. 

Luckily, it didn't. 

Well for 2016 life been though. My last post was on 20 March 2016 and now, its 18 April 2017. Today it's someone's birthday, and I planned to wish it here since no one really read this blog, so it become unintentionally private. 

To dear someone, 

I am sorry for being inconsiderate. You know how my tongue can be really sharp at time.. but tonight I really went overboard and really am sorry for that. Sometimes things that got out from my lip didn't really reflect what's in my heart. I felt so sorry for you after the talk, and wonder how come I've become someone like that. Why did I need to hurt someone with my words without real intention. Like I just did to you. You know, sometimes a person tend to lost control of himself. Like I did, and here I am, regretting every words that I said to you. You don't deserve that. I am so sorry, please forgive me. After all, it's your birthday today. Happy 26th birthday..  

Maybe I am really good at making someone pissed off at me. 

I hope you will be a successful person in this dunya and hereafter. Go for your dreams. I always believe that you will be someone successful. Very successful in future. You know there are words that we really can't said it orally. Things that we kept in our heart and don't know how to blurt it out. 

To be honest, I am so thankful that I met you, having you to withstand my bad side, to be very patience with it, to be a very understanding person, someone that I can make jokes at and laugh out loud about it and you didn't take it to your heart, someone who always tried his best to help eventhough sometimes it didn't really became much of help, huhu but it's the effort that matters. 

Someone who always lend his ears to listen to all of my craps, my unfunny jokes, my stories, my complaints and lots of other things. Someone who always treat me foods, foods, and foods. :D I think my weight gained, because of you. 

Today you're officially 26 years OLD. ;D

My hope to you is that, you can keep up with being patience with me, because sometimes I am not me. 

Thank you for this 6 years experiences, ups and downs, tears and joys, and ongoing, Insyallah. 

Keep becoming an awesome person, make your family happy like you always did. They are so lucky to have you as a son, brother, cousin, and niece. 

I think that's all for now, before I started to babble about something else. Tatatata. Bye.